The Cost Of Waking Up

We wrestle with what happens when you start seeing the world clearly and the things you used to enjoy no longer land the same. We tie spiritual awareness to integrity, health choices, and faith, then end with stories and scripture that push us toward courage over anxiety. 
• honoring God with our bodies and pursuing better health 
• claims about corporate control of restaurants and food systems 
• integrity as a stress reducer through less fear and guilt 
• changing self-talk because words shape the body 
• the grief of consciousness and losing simple pleasures 
• loneliness that comes from seeing “the play” 
• distraction cycles in media and the idea of spiritual war 
• oneness with humanity as an ethical demand 
• listening to the Holy Spirit in real time 
• a parable pointing to Jesus Christ as ultimate power 
• “Visit www.traynaut.com forward slash B-rob.” 

Transcript

Toast To The Misfits

SPEAKER_08 0:00

Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the ones who see the world differently, who don't fit neatly into boxes, and refuse to live by someone else's script. You can quote them, you can disagree with them, you can glorify them or vilify them, you can shake your head at their ideas or be inspired by their courage. But the one thing you cannot do is ignore them. Because they change things. They disrupt what's comfortable, they challenge what's normal, and they push the human race forward. Sometimes with loud revolutions, sometimes with quiet persistence that changes everything over time. They see possibility where others see limits. They dare to dream out loud when the world tells them to be silent. They take risks, they stumble, they rise again, and they keep going. Not because it's easy, but because they can't imagine doing anything else. These are the ones who remind us that every great leap forward was once considered impossible. So here's to them: the ones who won't sit down, won't be quiet, and won't stop until the world is different. Because they're the reason it will be.

SPEAKER_04 1:26

Recently, me and my body and my spirit, we had a little sit-down, a little come to Jesus meeting. You know what I mean? Because in 1 Corinthians it says, Our bodies are the temples of the Holy Spirit whom we receive from God. Therefore, you should honor God with your bodies. That's why I teamed up with my good friend and spiritual mentor. You might have heard of him. He's an eight-time world champion wrestler by the name of Nikita Kolov. You know the Russian nightmare. Well, Nikita and I have teamed up with the good folks at Trainot for some good advice, amazing health products, and great team and community. Your boy B-Rob is even down in the 170s for the first time in over 30 years, and I feel amazing. Well, we are working on a project we like to call the Provision Project to strengthen our body, fund the mission, and build the legacy. Wanna know more? Visit www.traynaut.com forward slash B-rob. That's trainot.com forward slash B-E-R-O-B.

SPEAKER_00 2:34

While we're exposing the corruption of all the food industries, y'all buckle in for this one. All of these restaurants I'm about to list off are owned by BlackRock. When you understand how deep this rabbit hole goes and what they own, it's everything. Buckle up. Here we go. Burger King, Papa John, Sonic, Wingstop, Ruby Tuesdays, KFC, Starbucks, Red Robin, Arby's, Popeyes, Baskin Robins, Chipotle, Boston Market, Olive Garden, Texas Roadhouse, Five Guys, Cracker Barrel, McDonald's, Outback, Carabbas, Flemings, Rusty Tacos, Bonefish Grill, Bahama Breeze, Jack in the Box, Pizza Hut, TGI Fridays, Firehouse, Dave and Buster's, Taco Bell, Wendy's, Chili's, Panero, IHop, Krispy Kreme, Pete's Coffee, Einstein Brothers, Bagels, Papa Murphy's Pizza, Zaxby's McAllister, Cinnabon, Moe's, Anti Anne's, Pretzel, Bojangles, Noodles, and Company, Sweet Green, Ruth Chris. I'm gonna stop right there. There's a lot more. Guys, it's everything. What they put in the food is designed to keep us asleep. Everything is about the lamp of the body. Right here. Your mind's eye. When you purify your mind and purify your body, guys, that's when you rise. Hard to break free from the system. Zero judgment if anybody's gonna continue to go to these restaurants. I certainly still go to some of them every now and then. The old system has to crumble for us to be able to build the new. And that is what we're witnessing now.

SPEAKER_01 3:59

You'd be amazed at how much integrity will reduce your stress. You see, with integrity, you do the right thing. That means no guilt. With integrity, you have nothing to fear because you have nothing to hide. When you eliminate fear and guilt, one of the great stress reducers of all time is fully at play.

SPEAKER_03 4:23

Don't speak negatively about yourself, even as a joke. Your body doesn't know the difference. Words are energy and they cast spells. That's why it's called spelling. Change the way you speak about yourself, and you can change your life. That's right. That's the truth, brother.

SPEAKER_09 4:39

There's a peculiar suffering that comes with awareness. A kind of exile that happens not when you leave the world, but when you begin to truly see it. You sit down to watch a movie everyone loves, and within minutes, you're analyzing the manipulation tactics, the propaganda, the tired formulas. You're at a party, and instead of enjoying the moment, you're observing the social performances, the masks, the desperate need for validation in every conversation. You used to enjoy these things. You remember when a movie was just a movie, when small talk was comfortable, when you could lose yourself in the moment without your mind dissecting every layer of what was really happening. But something changed. You woke up. And now you can't go back to sleep. Today, we're exploring one of the most painful consequences of consciousness: the loss of simple pleasures. This isn't about being cynical or superior. This is about the genuine grief that comes when awareness strips away the capacity for innocent enjoyment. Alan Watts once observed that the price of consciousness is the loss of unconsciousness. And with that loss comes something most people never talk about. You can't enjoy things the way you used to. Think about a child watching a magic show. Their eyes light up with wonder. They believe in the magic completely. Now think about you watching that same show. You see the sleight of happen. You recognize the misdirection. You appreciate the skill, perhaps, but the magic is gone. This is what happens to conscious people with almost everything in life. You can't watch the news without seeing the agenda behind every story. You can't scroll social media without recognizing the performance, the carefully curated highlights, the desperate need for external validation. You can't attend social gatherings without feeling the weight of all the unspoken truths, the polite lies, the surface-level connections that everyone pretends are meaningful. The veil has been lifted, and you're left standing in a world where everyone else still sees magic, while you only see the mechanics. This creates a profound loneliness. Not the loneliness of being physically alone, but the loneliness of being awake in a world that's sleeping. You're surrounded by people, yet you feel completely isolated because you're experiencing a different reality than everyone around you. They're immersed in the movie. You're watching both the movie and the audience watching the movie. They're dancing. You're observing the dance and wondering why everyone agreed to pretend this matters. And here's what makes this particularly painful. You can't explain this to people without sounding arrogant or depressed. If you try to share what you see, you become the problem. You're the one ruining the fun. You're too negative, too critical, too intense. So you learn to stay quiet, to nod along, to perform enjoyment while feeling nothing but a hollow awareness of the performance itself. Watts spoke often about the nature of the game we're all playing. He suggested that life is a grand play, and we're all actors who've forgotten we're acting. The tragedy of consciousness is that you remember you're in a play while everyone else remains blissfully immersed in their roles. You see the stage, the props, the scripts everyone's following, and once you see it, you can't unsee it. Let's be specific about what you've lost. You've lost the ability to watch television without seeing the programming. Every commercial is transparent manipulation. Every show follows predictable formulas designed to keep you passive and consuming. You've lost the ability to participate in casual conversation without hearing the subtext, the insecurities, the ego defending itself in every statement. You've lost the ability to celebrate holidays without recognizing the commercial machinery driving it all. You've lost the ability to feel genuine excitement about achievements that society tells you matter. Because you've seen through the arbitrary nature of these measurements, you've lost the ability to believe in the stories everyone else believes in. The story that working hard guarantees success. The story that following the rules leads to happiness. The story that romantic love solves loneliness. The story that buying things fills the void. The story that status and recognition provide lasting fulfillment. These narratives that keep most people motivated have become transparent to you. And without them, you're left wondering what the point of any of it is. This is where many conscious people get stuck. They oscillate between two painful positions. Either they force themselves to participate in things they no longer find meaningful, wearing a mask of enthusiasm while dying inside, or they withdraw completely, becoming isolated and bitter. Unable to connect with anyone because no one else seems to see what they see. Both positions are exhausting. Both positions are forms of suffering. But here's what Watts understood that most people miss. The problem isn't that you've become conscious. The problem is that you're using your consciousness as a weapon against life instead of as a tool for deeper participation. You're standing at a distance, analyzing and judging, rather than recognizing that your awareness itself is part of the play.

SPEAKER_00 10:29

Y'all need a quick example of how programmable we are. Epstein files were released, and almost immediately the talk of this World War III is happening. 95% of people out here hooting and hollering about the children turned immediately to war. And we've been there since. See how the mind control works? See how they keep us in the illusion? Everything's a distraction. This is not a World War III with boots on the ground like you think it is. It is a spiritual war that we are in. Do y'all know how many of them there are? They call it the 1%. It's more give or take about 3,000 people. Against all of us. Why do we bow down to them? You stand in the grocery store and you look at a sea of poison. Every three-letter agency is corrupt. They're putting DNA in our food. That's the point of knowing the truth. To break free from the illusion. When you understand that everything that you've ever been taught is a lie, you're still cracks. They knew this was coming. They knew the astrology right now has not happened in thousands of years. The alignments of the planets have not happened. And as the astrology aligns, so do we. We're evolving. And they knew this. They knew it was coming and they feared this. So you have two timelines to choose from right now. One is of the lies and illusion, or truth and knowledge. Scripture says my people will be destroyed by lack of knowledge. You get now why it says that? They keep us in fear and separation. When in reality, we're all one and we're more powerful than you can ever even imagine. That's been stolen from us. Well, it doesn't affect me, so why am I gonna pay it any attention? I bet if it was your child on that list, you'd pay it a little bit more attention, wouldn't you? It should affect you. When you walk in oneness with humanity, those are your children. But when you live in fear and separation, like man made us live in, you don't care. You don't give a shit. Because it's not your kid. But when you walk in oneness, and you are one with everything, the way that the Most High designed us to walk, those are your children. Might not be blood, but they're my babies. So the spiritual battle that is happening is happening within each and every one of you. And knowing the truth of who we are and what we're meant to become is everything. We've already won the war, and those who choose to stay in the illusion, it is their choice, that's fine, let them. But for those of us waking up and seeing the truth and realizing who we are, this is our time to take back what was stolen from us. No more slave system. Land of the free and home of the brave. It's more like land of the silence and home of the slaves, and we're not putting up with it anymore.

SPEAKER_06 13:27

This is why you should always listen to the Holy Spirit no matter what. I heard the Holy Spirit said, I need you to stop. Then the third time, I need you to stop. I pull over the side of the road, and then this is embarrassing. I said to myself, Well, I'm gonna have to back up now. So now it's your responsibility, Lord, that I don't get a ticket backing up on the freeway. Because I had to back up probably about a quarter mile. I'm backing up, backing up. I back up and get in front of the car. Now I can see the car. There's a young woman in there, and she's got a couple of car seats in the back. And so now I'm thinking, okay. So I get out of the car on the freeway, and I'm raising my hands like this. I said, I'm in the business man. I said, I need help and I hurt you. I said, Do you need any help? Well, maybe not. It doesn't make any difference. How dangerous, how bad for me. Not my wife. I don't let her understand. But for me, I have never missed a time since because of that moment. This was a young lady who knows what she was gonna do with her children. But I don't know if you've ever seen it for 357 Magnum Smith and Wesson. It's a huge gun. It's they're huge. And she's a small, rippety young woman, probably in her twenties, and that giant pistol is sitting in her lap. And I'm going, oh my gosh. I almost I almost traded this moment for a steak and a massage at the Marriott. And and that was it. I mean, that was a life-changing time. Divine timing. Wow, that is amazing.

etting Go Of Anxiety

SPEAKER_02 16:14

There was a s boy who was on a journey to see who the most powerful was. So he goes up to Iron and he asks Iron, he says, Iron, are you the most powerful? Iron says, No. You put me in fire and I melt. So the boy goes over to fire and says, Fire, are you the most powerful thing in the world? And fire says, No, you put water on me and I'm done. So the boy walks over to water and he says, Water, surely you're the most powerful thing in the world. You could put out fire. And water says, Unfortunately, no. You leave me out in the sun too long, I bake up and I'm done. So the boy looks up to the sun, it's powerful and beautiful, and he says, Son, surely you are the most powerful thing. And he said, No. See that little cloud over there that goes in front of me? I'm put away. So the boy again is just trying to find this, and he goes to the cloud, he says, Cloud, surely you're powerful. You can cover up the sun. He says, No, just a little bit of wind pushes me away. So he goes to the wind, he says, Wind, surely you're the most powerful. And the wind says, No, I cannot move that mountain. So the boy goes to the mountain and says, Mighty mountain, surely you are the most powerful thing. And the mountain says, even though I'm firmly planted right now, when man comes and chisels me away, I'm broken. So the boy goes to the man and he says, Man, surely you are the most powerful out there. And the man shook his head and said, No, son, death comes to us all. And so the boy is kind of discouraged, and he walks lonely and he finds death. And he goes over to death and says, Death, surely you are the most powerful of all. And death smiles, big and proud, and he says, I have taken out kings and peasants, taken out rich and poor. But there was one. They crucified him. They were cheering. And I was so excited. I took his body. And I was ruling for three days and I was celebrating. But then he got up and he rose. He took away my power. He took my keys. He made me bow to him. And I could not have any power over him. And the boy said, What's his name? He said, His name is Jesus Christ. He is the most powerful of them all.

SPEAKER_07 18:34

Do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat, or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Look at the birds of the air, they neither sow nor reap nor gather into bonds, yet your heavenly father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? And which of you, by being anxious, can add a single hour to a span of life? Therefore, do not be anxious, saying, What shall we eat, what shall we drink, or what shall we wear? And your heavenly father knows you need them all. But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness. All these things will be a good thing.